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Second ID in the History of Me by HeartGear Second ID in the History of Me by HeartGear
I was doing a sketch collage and (simultaneously)
experimenting with tracing paper and sepia Faber-Castell art
pens and somehow this happened.

Can anyone NAME THAT COLOR SCHEME???

I also found out the blood type thing is a Japanese idea. AB
is supposedly rare (really...?) and indicates dichotomy in
personality. It would explain some gendery things I guess.

Does anyone remember in FF6, characters that had yet to be
named were simply called ?????????????????????????????
...? I always wondered why that many question marks was
necessary. I was thinking of that when I was answering that
last er... question thar.

Sincerely
- HeartGear
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:icondamseldonna:
DamselDonna Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2014  Professional Filmographer
The style is very typical of moody graphic novel illustration but I do not remember the name of the style.
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:iconmckenmic:
mckenmic Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2014
such a cute outfite

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:iconfal-den:
Fal-Den Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2014
Hehe, oh this really cute! The blushy flustered expression and fishnet covered legs really do it for me.^^
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:iconwimpe:
Wimpe Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2012
His alter-ego may as well be named Lucy, since if a cop ever pulled him over, then,

"LUUUUU-CEEEEE! Choo got some splainin' to do!"
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:iconlordomegaz:
LordOmegaZ Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2012   Digital Artist
mind if i drew you meeting my O.C? (who is me anyway XD)

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:iconheartgear:
HeartGear Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
Sure ^_^ Note me when you do and I'll totally fav it.
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:iconlordomegaz:
LordOmegaZ Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2012   Digital Artist
be in mind you may find yourself XD a bit different :) (in a good way)
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:iconlordomegaz:
LordOmegaZ Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2012   Digital Artist
single: hell no!

so you got a bf?... or gf?

:D good for you anyway :3 ^3^
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:iconheartgear:
HeartGear Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
Heheh, it's a gf. ^^ I'm fem-male but I'm still pretty into ladies.
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:iconlordomegaz:
LordOmegaZ Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2012   Digital Artist
same here in a way

i dont dress up really all that much but im autistic so i have a WAY higher sense of touch. meaning i love the touch of silk.


so... i got myself a homemade body pillow that's all over pink silk :D
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:iconlordomegaz:
LordOmegaZ Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2012   Digital Artist
wait? thats you? :O <3 <3 <3 amazing <3

anyway its funny i just found out ur a guy XD but that doesnt change our friend status ^_^
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:iconheartgear:
HeartGear Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
I'm... strangely flattered you thought I was a girl ._.
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:iconlordomegaz:
LordOmegaZ Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2012   Digital Artist
well i go both ways so i like everyone ^w^

im a person who wont be against you for what you are :3

you look pretty as well ^_^
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:iconheartgear:
HeartGear Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks! ^_^
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:iconlordomegaz:
LordOmegaZ Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2012   Digital Artist
*hugs* :D
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:iconkli78:
kli78 Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2012  Hobbyist Filmographer
You look good.
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:iconporcelain-joe:
Porcelain-Joe Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2011  Student Digital Artist
Wow! This drawing is amazingly cute! *glomps!* I love how boyish and feminine you look! :love:

I always thought you just dressed up at home, I had no idea you actually went out 0.0 Ya...I doubt I could ever gain the courage to go outside in the clothes I "really" want to wear. Mostly because there's a zero percent chance I'd pass as a girl no matter how good a job I do ^^; (way too tall) I might go out if I had someone to support me while out but, meh, at home will have to do for now until I get my courage up.

Anywho, I bet you're adorable when you dress up ^^ Whoever your significant other is is extremely lucky to have you :3 I could just eat you up! *giggles!*
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:iconheartgear:
HeartGear Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
Going out can be really intimidating. Even when going to "safe" environments I get nervous. The only way I've gotten this far is through the support of my friends. Also, when we go out we go out in GROUPS (never alone. That can be dangerous) or we go to places or parties that will obviously support (not just tolerate) transgenders.

Thanks for the comment! I'm starting a fashion blog, so feel free to follow along.
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Porcelain-Joe Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2012  Student Digital Artist
I'll be sure to check in!
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:iconthe-strider-retsu:
The-Strider-Retsu Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2010  Student Traditional Artist
I had a transgender "girlfriend" I don't know nothing about that... :?
finding information about it xP
I figure you know some.
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:iconheartgear:
HeartGear Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2010  Professional Digital Artist
Well, what did you want to know?
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:iconthe-strider-retsu:
The-Strider-Retsu Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2010  Student Traditional Artist
well I broke up with her because I discovered that... I was scared but now I think she deserve a second oportunity, it's true? someone can change completly of sex? well not at all (100%) but :/... I dunno, I still so confused
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HeartGear Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2010  Professional Digital Artist
The term transgender can relate to a HUGE spectrum of people, from people born in the wrong bodies and want to surgically change back, to transvestic fetishists, to those who want to challenge gender boundaries.

A good place to start is: where does she fall? Is she post-op, pre-op, or does she want surgery at all?

How long have you been dating?
And do you like her? Her personality, interests, habits... does she make you happy? Do you make her happy?
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The-Strider-Retsu Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2010  Student Traditional Artist
I still feeling something for her... I think she already did a surgery sex change, she's now a girl from the outside... we are been together by almost 2 years (at least online U)
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HeartGear Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2010  Professional Digital Artist
Have you met her in person? That's important, for any relationship.

It's difficult for me to separate my own situation from yours. For me, if she knows she's a girl on the inside... and changed her body on the outside, then she is a woman. Breaking up with someone over simply BEING transgendered is bullshit.

However, there is baggage that goes with dating a trans person. They've usually had a hard time of it, and might suffer from the depression/anxiety of growing up in a hostile culture. Also, a trans girl cannot become pregnant. For some, that's a game changer. I suggest you consider what your expectations from the relationship are, what's absolutely necessary and what isn't, and whether or not you can have that with this relationship.
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The-Strider-Retsu Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2010  Student Traditional Artist
thank you so much for your words... I really apreciate :)
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everythingfan3000 Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2010
Does this mean that "Material Girl" was semi-autobiographical?
Did you get attacked like at the end?
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:iconheartgear:
HeartGear Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2010  Professional Digital Artist
If I ever go out, I take a friend along to avoid these situations.

But I have faced dirty looks, hostile comments from my family, lost friends, even jobs...
Not to throw a pity party here but...
Being trans is no easy path.
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:iconpaulyt7:
paulyt7 Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
just woundering is this ment to be a pic of you?
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:iconheartgear:
HeartGear Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2010  Professional Digital Artist
That's the idea.
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:iconpaulyt7:
paulyt7 Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
cool. it cool if ya had the toon pic next to a real one
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:iconpaulyt7:
paulyt7 Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
so sexy
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:iconpussikatt:
pussikatt Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2010
Despite being left genuinely curious about your measurements, I like this. I like your outfit in particular...especially the hair ribbon.
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:iconheartgear:
HeartGear Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2010  Professional Digital Artist
Hair accessories rock.
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:iconkeybladeroxas:
KeybladeRoxas Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2010
Wooo! *smiles meekly* Epicness.
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:iconheartgear:
HeartGear Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2010  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks ^_^
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:iconjeagerjack:
jeagerjack Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2010
I really like the ink and linework on this and you've got a great sense of style because that outfit came out great. Also the expression is excellent ^^
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:iconheartgear:
HeartGear Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2010  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you sir!
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:iconcammy-hearts:
Cammy-Hearts Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2010
That outfit is sooo cute! Do you have it in real life?

Very cool pic and pose and facial expression.
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:iconcammy-hearts:
Cammy-Hearts Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2010
That outfit is sooo cute! Do you have it in real life?

Very cool pic and pose and facial expression.
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:iconheartgear:
HeartGear Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2010  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks! I have something similar, but not these colors exactly.
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:iconlivyer:
livyer Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2010
Looks really good.
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:iconmoominded:
MooMinded Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2010
heheh, very cute, love the expression ^.^
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:iconcross303:
cross303 Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2010
So are those Wolford Fishnet Pantyhose?
You have taste good sir.

Have you ever tried the brand UnderArmour?

They sell these Heat Gear tights, which are really super tight ultra leggings in the men's section. I put on a windbreaker, sneakers, and a baseball cap and I was actually mistaken for a woman. I also get a lot of eye balling from women in that outfit so I don't complain. ;)

Dude, its like if we ever needed to escape a situation, we could transform and roll out of the dressing room. Go go go gadget pantyhose!
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:iconorangedemi:
OrangeDemi Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
TRANSGENDER! more than meets the eye!
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:iconheartgear:
HeartGear Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2010  Professional Digital Artist
Heat Gear sounds... hot o_o
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:iconsalem-the-psychic:
Salem-the-Psychic Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2010
Power to ya man!!
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:iconzwimmy:
zwimmy Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2010
Great outfit!! Sometimes I really wish I could pass as a chick.
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:iconheartgear:
HeartGear Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2010  Professional Digital Artist
It's... pretty hard. Looking the part is often not enough: it also has a lot to do with body movement, which is dependent on the mechanics of your physical makeup. Hips and shoulders and center of gravity and such.

Anyway, I was surprised to see your expression work and the cockpit interior. It's nice to see an artist that can render a space well.
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zwimmy Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2010
Argh! Don't compliment me! You just might motivate me to stop playing so much Starcraft and draw more!
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